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Sunday, December 05, 2004

...every one thing...

Today was a day full of drama, strife, and sleep. Mom wouldn't let me go to the JLPT so I am stuck here alone and unloved and hated and all those overly dramatic things. Basically, I am really pissed off because the test is offered 1 time per year and GREAT I GET TO MISS IT while everyone else gets to go. I don't care if my body temperature has been 100 for the past 3 days. It is slowly dropping. So I'm sick in that really mild annoying way, just a bit feverish and dizzy/headache (though that's basically stopped too).

So anyway, I have been sitting here all day, not free of the toils of friendship that you would expect when many people have abandoned our town for chicago. But no, there is newfound drama and disgust and anguish. But for once, I think I may have helped. Kinda.

(18:55:24) roamnoth: wait did you just say yay to suicide?
(18:55:48) bananagenes: yep

don't worry, we were talking about math.

So yesterday I was having MAJOR DEPRESSION about not going to the test because I really really wanted to go... so me and Batia are gonna take it next year together (well... with everyone else too). But level 3. I think I'll be able to handle it.

My thoughts are not coming together into anything helpful at the moment, perhaps one day I will have access to blogger while I am actually having any sort of emotion other than being blah. Oh man I would like some food at some point.

I promise pics of my cello case and its hott sticker are coming... I took them today but I'm not allowed to touch my brother's computer yet.

Although I must say, I am thoroughly enjoying sitting here with my headphones on lip synching to the chorus, "somebody told me you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend that I had in february of last year..."

mo posted at 6:42 PM.